Friendship!!
One of a few relationships cherished most!
Many blessed to cherish!
Hope so!
Thank God!
I too blessed!
I never maintained any!
It got maintained!
How do I say?
Reflection!
Yes, Reflection of my past!
Times, Difficult Times taught me valuable lessons!
Friendship was one!
I had my pillar of strength in them!
Many faults were mine though!
I was well supported!
What did I do to have them?
In spite of my unworthiness!
With my shortcomings added!
Hmmm…Hmmm…Hmmm…
Ahhhhh… I got it!!
“I am blessed”
That’s amazing!
But why the unworthiness is a still a pain in me?
Is it because I expect too much?
“Expectation Hurts” was a learning though!
But at times I can’t stop expecting!!
At least with a few!!
My God! My God!
Give me the strength!
Expectation!! Hurting!! Frustration!!
God again!
Teach me?
Expectations!!
Should I or Shouldn’t I?
Am I rude to ask?
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I still ask myself,
“Am I stone hearted?”
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– Boniface P.
25th March 2010
